Helpless

Left alone,
Torn and dispersed;
The hole that once was filled
Now ripped apart and
Gaping.

Looking up and wishing,
Don’t know what should happen first.
Should I just move on with my life
Or should I sit here by myself
Shaking.

Heavy does the pain feel,
Crying only makes it worse,
To fill it up with sorrowful tears
To only pour out again through my
Soul.

Could I be wrong,
This pain could only be the thirst
For something that should come back
And be put back together and kept
Whole.

You Gave me lyrics
When I wasn’t well versed
In the sweet sinful song of love
That led us to what we knew and would
Embrace.

But now the sheets are torn,
The song is now a curse,
Haunting my every step,
Giving me only a dark existence I can’t
Face.